This is the first entry of this blog in Year of Tiger
This year, again i am stay at family's home.
The schedule is fixed.
Dayone, wait for gu ma come. ( go to play table tennis, n snooker)
Daytwo, go to PEAK, go to pai leung and fat gu ma....then watch the harbour spark.
Daythree., nothing special....this year watch film with family.
All the three day is family day....i enjoyed much.
This year, my yee ma.. turned to be 60,,,amazing....when a ppl turned to 60, it means they had passed 2/3 of its life....
My mum also old la.......so this year, i want to contribute more to them....
Regarding to my issue,
This year is quite funny, i have rarely contact with HER.
Her schedule.
Dayone, go to ma on shan
Daytwo, go to tin shui wai
Daythree, drink tea with her family and then my family.
Regardin to the YG, I average sent 5-8 SMS to her daily.
The content is about our schedule, our happening,,,,her encounter,,,,
She is born in Sheung Wan, and then moved to Tin Shui Wai after P1.
Actually, i knew just a few from her....maybe really got little communication from her.....
But it is funny, our communication just one SMS follow another one......i think not very natural. But i still dated her to watch a movie, let see when can arrange sucessfully la.
Regardin to CC, she had trip with HIM family.
In reality, i can say she is living in a sweet environment, with all the necessity surround her already.
Good friends, good husband,,,( in a male's view), good family except her brother.
I am thinking, what is my role....
And from CC's mouth or from my feeling, she deserved better,,,,,,,,,,,or the best???
CC already good enough , the good buffer just because her choice....maybe she actually is a princess on her husband's hand......
My role is minimal. aiiiiiiiiiii.........
To conclude,,,, i had make up my mind,
To family, i contribute more...
To lover, i need to for sure the one beside me will be the last one....
To affair,,,,it need to be fade out.
To the newcomer,,,it need to be figure out ....hahaa.1. single ..or 2.just the fresh feeling.?
It will all be resolved after the Easter trip.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Sunday, February 7, 2010
BBQ
I finished a BBQ party yesterday night( Sat), we totally had three couples to go. senera and her husband, me x 2, Edward and Ch.
This is the first time I have gathering with Ch outside the office.
Her dressing is really a mid age style. ummmmm, Ch is active and no other comment, i just want to keep distance from Ch. But i know we two are more familiar with each other.....
No update from the other two, CC has holiday on Sat, good! have time to rest.....n i have less cautious on CC's SMS,,maybe it is good for both.
On Sunday, i talked with CC for around 20 minutes la..ummmmm, I just talk and talk...and she is fune for her sick......that's all.. For the YG, i just got her email and msn for around 20 minutes..
My mum really funny, suddenly she said HER is the best,,,,because her clean family background wor... ok la...aiia..
On the CC's affair, my altitude is now changed a bit, i am neutral, and i do think this issue has some meaning.
1. it is a lesson though.
2 show to me that how is a real love go on.
3. To instruct me to do another affair.
4. HER 's presence is the course,, but it is a good sign or a bad sign..
Next topic will be my marriage
This is the first time I have gathering with Ch outside the office.
Her dressing is really a mid age style. ummmmm, Ch is active and no other comment, i just want to keep distance from Ch. But i know we two are more familiar with each other.....
No update from the other two, CC has holiday on Sat, good! have time to rest.....n i have less cautious on CC's SMS,,maybe it is good for both.
On Sunday, i talked with CC for around 20 minutes la..ummmmm, I just talk and talk...and she is fune for her sick......that's all.. For the YG, i just got her email and msn for around 20 minutes..
My mum really funny, suddenly she said HER is the best,,,,because her clean family background wor... ok la...aiia..
On the CC's affair, my altitude is now changed a bit, i am neutral, and i do think this issue has some meaning.
1. it is a lesson though.
2 show to me that how is a real love go on.
3. To instruct me to do another affair.
4. HER 's presence is the course,, but it is a good sign or a bad sign..
Next topic will be my marriage
Monday, February 1, 2010
Feb begin la
After a weekend, something new appeared in my mind.
Before this week, i am busy on my working stuff this week, i have little time spend with CC during my working hour.
It is good, because i want to concentrate on my work, to get more contribution, to increase the status of the image inside my boss.
I seemed get more familiar with Ch, more connection between us, we both took MTR after office for two days...
For the YG, i have a date with her again.
Last week, i showed her pic to my mum, and her comment is i am 貪玩...
Maybe it is the fact....
Maybe no girl i am settled with now. is it? or i just want to taste new stuff?
For the YG, i ate Fat Angelo with her, the atmosphere is ok.
We have much topic to talk with..but many focus on the difference of our age. quite funny.
We finish the dinner around 2100 and she took the 969 back home..
THe football match is fine although i am full.
In the way back home, i got her SMS,, the content regarding she backed home and go to bath,, it is funny,,,,
When i use another phone to send message to CC, i know she still rooted in my mind, but i really not miss her much because maybe all the stuff is confirmed and remained unchangeable.......
Suen la.. i try to use another girl to fill my gap,,, is it work?? at least ,,,,,ok temporily......
THe conclusion is my brain has no girl at all now..ahahaa
I try to state my target next blog..
Before this week, i am busy on my working stuff this week, i have little time spend with CC during my working hour.
It is good, because i want to concentrate on my work, to get more contribution, to increase the status of the image inside my boss.
I seemed get more familiar with Ch, more connection between us, we both took MTR after office for two days...
For the YG, i have a date with her again.
Last week, i showed her pic to my mum, and her comment is i am 貪玩...
Maybe it is the fact....
Maybe no girl i am settled with now. is it? or i just want to taste new stuff?
For the YG, i ate Fat Angelo with her, the atmosphere is ok.
We have much topic to talk with..but many focus on the difference of our age. quite funny.
We finish the dinner around 2100 and she took the 969 back home..
THe football match is fine although i am full.
In the way back home, i got her SMS,, the content regarding she backed home and go to bath,, it is funny,,,,
When i use another phone to send message to CC, i know she still rooted in my mind, but i really not miss her much because maybe all the stuff is confirmed and remained unchangeable.......
Suen la.. i try to use another girl to fill my gap,,, is it work?? at least ,,,,,ok temporily......
THe conclusion is my brain has no girl at all now..ahahaa
I try to state my target next blog..
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
one2free
Dunno how to start with,
My status,,have a gf.......have a beloved girl.......have a young girl which has frequent communication.
My gf, in reality, the feeling is weak.....
My beloved girl...is married,,,,,the feeling is strong....but when the time passed by, the deep mind tell me keep out of her...as the time decay,,,, she lived with others.....although i am settled. But it is seemingly meaningless.......as many stuff we always shared with,,,we care each other....but we cannot share physically.......just mentally.....
Before 2010, i think it is enough...i am satisfied. although i know my mind is ok with that.......but ..
The young girl give me a new insight into a life.....
The problem to have a affair,,,,is that i cannot live or share my feeling publicly,,,,,in the day time, many love scene happened around me trigger me the question why.
Why,,,the present situation i am not satisfied. I mean i have no much feeling on my dating relationship.......and when my feeling is strong,, i need to hide the feeling or suppress it.......
It is abnormal............so based on this combination,, the life will be go on......
I will live with a girl that i have no much feeling......and then deal with a girl that have feeling......it can strike a balance though....
But is it i deserved????
If another girl come,,,,i can surely solve the problem,,, i can live with the girl that have feeling and no need to suppress it...right???
Time will proved........dunno what will happened next month.?
Let see...........
My status,,have a gf.......have a beloved girl.......have a young girl which has frequent communication.
My gf, in reality, the feeling is weak.....
My beloved girl...is married,,,,,the feeling is strong....but when the time passed by, the deep mind tell me keep out of her...as the time decay,,,, she lived with others.....although i am settled. But it is seemingly meaningless.......as many stuff we always shared with,,,we care each other....but we cannot share physically.......just mentally.....
Before 2010, i think it is enough...i am satisfied. although i know my mind is ok with that.......but ..
The young girl give me a new insight into a life.....
The problem to have a affair,,,,is that i cannot live or share my feeling publicly,,,,,in the day time, many love scene happened around me trigger me the question why.
Why,,,the present situation i am not satisfied. I mean i have no much feeling on my dating relationship.......and when my feeling is strong,, i need to hide the feeling or suppress it.......
It is abnormal............so based on this combination,, the life will be go on......
I will live with a girl that i have no much feeling......and then deal with a girl that have feeling......it can strike a balance though....
But is it i deserved????
If another girl come,,,,i can surely solve the problem,,, i can live with the girl that have feeling and no need to suppress it...right???
Time will proved........dunno what will happened next month.?
Let see...........
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